I'm still having my final exams now. Been struggling for it, after such a long time of not memorizing so many things at once, I feel like my brain is very lazy already...
So back to what I was saying, I was studying so damn hard yesterday night for today's exam, and I stayed up until 4 something. Then I went to bed, while my head are still trying to memorize all the things...
After a short nap, I woke up... panic about my exam and getting more and more nervous. I continue studying the notes that I printed out, but I'm not sure whether I've got the right answer or not, feeling very insecure about it, so I made a phone call.
Kelvin: 喂，Harry！问你，那题的答案是不是... ...？
Harry: 哈？你学那题做么？你不知道有tips meh？
Kelvin: 什么tips？（super nervous）
Harry: 哦，那天财神有给我们一张讲义，然后有勾题，但是一航没有跟我们讲，好才从其它班拿到！ *start saying Tips1, Tips2, Tips3....
I literally woke up from the dream and was finding a pen and paper to write down the tips, just then, I realize, it was a dream.
I never believe dream is a sign of the future, or a prediction of future, but somehow when Harry told me about the tips, I really hope that it was. But believe most of the people now knows that dreams are actually the images, the thoughts that are deep down hidden inside our subconscious.
After I woke up, I was laughing about how stupid I was, I suddenly realize that what I was laughing at, was not my stupidity, but it was because I was so happy to experience back the life that I once had. People in the class, sharing tips, fighting damn effing hard for the exams, and many other things that happened during the exam period.
It was so different back then, no matter how hard the subject was, how tired everyone was, with people fighting for the same thing together, the feeling is just awesome.
In uni (western style), everyone gets to choose which subject to study on their own, you can hardly find someone that are studying 4 same courses with you. That's why everything is just so different.Not saying my life here in New Zealand sucks, it fact, it's as awesome, but it's just the fact that it is so different from the past.
Recall all the things happened in the past, looking back at the photos of us (cute and innocent lil boys & girls), sometimes, I can't believe that we were once studying in the same class, but now, we are spread all around the world, building the path to our future...
Appreciate what I had and appreciate what I'm having.
I really want to have that dream AGAIN!!!
P/s: is it some indication that Byh is like that? I mean... *teeheehee...
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